Did studying for NEWTS really take away half my life?

The answer is yes!

But now it's (thank you Merlin) officially over. Seriously I am more than happy, I can have my life back! I should run in the lake and jump in! I should frolic in the halls. Hell...I should even bake some pie.

...I should take a nap. So please dont assume I'm dead if I am motionless on this very common room couch.

Yet I come to realization that my life here in Hogwarts will soon come to an end and hello the big wizard world. How scary

I hope to have some good scores because I studied my arse off.

[Private to self]
the two nghts before, I went to the kitchens to bake cookies, and brownies. Because Ernie does love sweets. And...I'd like to say 12 times the charm! I'm nervous though, I hope he likes it. Oh Merlin, I hope so. What if he hates it? Okay deep breath
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Happy Valentines Everyone!!! The day of love. The weather turned out pretty nice too!
I hope most of you will have a wonderful day. If you need me, you'll know where I'll be.

[Private to Ernie]
I left something for you. I told Justin to leave it by your bedside.
Watch out though, I might tackle-hug you when you come down the common room.
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Feburary has came, which means its almost close to spring. I'll miss the snow. And Valentines is coming up, which means I'm going to bother a certain someone about something. Kidding, Ernie. Though I'm pretty curious what you're planning to do

[Private to friends that are girls]
So I spent Valentines with Ernie before, which was pretty nice. But I dont know what to get him this year! I'm pretty much brain-dead.
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On a further note, whats all this ruckus I hear that Malfoy and Potter...snogged? How unusual, unlikely, but...all in all quite amusing. and every other word for pretty damn strange. I haven't really paid attention to it much, but anyone got a full tale?

The first weekend is here of the school year. And it was really nice to see eveyone again! I missed you all. Studies have been going great for me though, amazingly. I think it's because Ernie catches me procrastinating sometimes. Oh prefects...

My break in Hogwarts was fun! It involved empty hallways a lot
We had a hufflepuff party for christmas. New years eve was also fun. Okay so I had a few drinks...

Other than that, NEWTS is something I should keep in mind.
But Quidditch. Oh I cant wait til our next game

[Private to Ernie]
Sorry you had to carry me back to the dorms on New Years after we watched the sunrise. I was kind of wasted actually...but dont worry I'm not planning to drink for awhile!
I know I keep saying this, but I love my gift. A lot.
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Well...I decided that I'm staying here at Hogwarts for the holidays. I mean it's my last year, and I want it to be memorable. My mum understands.

Speaking of holidays, I do need to continue my christmas shopping. Theres only a few people left that I need to check off.





I'm happy.

TEAM!!!

Tomorrow is the big match against Ravenclaw, so get plenty of rest I'll try to and eat a good hearthy breakfast. Do your best!

...I'm so sorry Zach. You're the one who usually announces these type of things. But I'm just so EXCITED!!! It's our first game!

And I better hope to see all a lot of you hufflepuffs supporting us. ...I wonder if Ernie's going? Why am I thinking about this. FOCUS

And you know who I'm talking to.

And to my Ravenclaws. Mandy, Terry, Michael, Bradley, Goldstien...
It is on. I want a good game!
Esp you, Mr. Team Capt of Ravenclaw. I'm watching you, Mic-Mic! &dont worry I'll try not to I wont hold anything against you. ..Maybe

ITS TOMORROW FINALLY! YES!
I cant wait.

[Hexed From Teachers]

Well I mean I love DADA and all, but why did Prof Lupin have to assign a project now?! I mean quidditch is already coming up and we have like twice the homework from other teachers. I will die if Prof Snape assigns something like this to us too. Also, to add I'm not in the best mood...

Anyways, I dont mind my partner. Well...I never really talk to any Gryfindors that much.

Hello to coffee-filled nights!

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Eh...I'll write in here later. I have much more to rant talk about.

Michael told me there's a ball coming up. And I just noticed Halloween is pretty close from now. And I'm pretty much dateless for now.Boo I need to go shopping. If I'm busy, I'll write to Mum if she could send a dress to me.

What's there more to say? Well I'm in The Claws! Even though I'm not a ravenclaw, but still I'm sure this is going to be fun. We are so going to be better than those Slytherins

[Private to Ernie]
Well, well never knew the likes of a prefect would come with someone like me to sneak in hogmeades. That was a pretty fun night. And we didnt come back that late, did we? I hope prefect duties are not weighing you down anymore. But if they are, just tell me so we can go on another getaway trip again
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Now Megan aren't you those type of people who shook their head at people who couldnt let go of their first love? And werent you the one who gave advice to the broken hearted such as 'there's more fishes in the sea?' and to move on.
So two weeks ago on this same day, you were practically almost flirting with your past love. And heck, you almost kissed the guy. Or..you think you did. I dont know. He was the one who broke up with me. So why should I try to keep my hopes up with what was? When the summer began I told myself to move on. That I'm independant.
He has his own priorities, and I'm no longer one of it.
Sure, we're really close friends now, but I think that's how its going to be for a long time. Though our relationship last for 1 1/2 years, we were young and naive. Well I was probably much more naive than him. It's my last year so I shouldnt be dwelling on the past and focus whats now. He probably likes someone else anyways.
...Yeah.
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Wow, I'm so relieved. I've got most of my homework down this week! I guess it's because I'm not putting it off so much. besides History Of Magic Now I can sit in the common room, by the fireplace and read a good book. Mum sent me a book called Goosebumps
..The cover reminds me of goblins. I'm assuming it's a horror novel. Oh well.

ALSO I want to go to Hogsmeade soon! I havent been there in awhile...

[Owl to Mandy]
Since I got most of my homework taken care of for once, let's go practice on friday morning? I'm up for a morning practice anyways. Thank you'll be available?
If not, we can practice on the weekend too.

Sincerly, Megan

Farewell Summer.
Hello 7th Year of Hogwarts
Bwuhahah.

Well I already got my stuff packed and I went shopping in diagon alley two days ago. I saw plenty of familiar faces. And I saw that latest firebolt....
Wow I havent really hung out with anyone in the summer since I was in vacation in Wales with my dad. It'll be really exciting to see everyone.

...Almost everyone


I really really REALLY want to try quidditch.
Someone up for showing me the ropes?

[ooc: short update you guys! sorry if im not so active due to grades but i'll try to stay on]

...I can't believe it.
Reading from everyone's journals..I...
Well, even though I was mere friends with Neville, he always seemed to make me laugh the past years by his silly antics..he was such a good guy

[Private]
I hate deaths esp if it's someone that I know. ESPECIALLY if it is caused by a death eater. Damn War. I want to do something..I really do...
..I cant take it but...
I cant face those Death Eaters
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Chaos. Absolute Chaos.

[Private to Susan]
I heard about you and Neville's relationship, if you dont want to talk about it now it's okay but just know I'm always here for a hug and to talk with.
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